still pushing through : 03/14/2026

school fuckinnngggg sucks!!!

this past week was uhm- a little strange. i skipped school on every day besides wednesday, and i guess technically friday but they cancelled school that day so it doesn't really count.

that means i only went to school once this week. it was nice to get a break i guess but i spent most of it in bed. exhaustion has been hitting me hard lately and it makes me feel like shiiittt!

i really wish i wasn't so burnt out all the time, but it's not really something i can wish myself out of. i knocked it out of the park last semester and completely lost my flow after it ended which really sucks cause i thought i would've done good this year.

really, it was bad timing with all the shit that happened to me near the end of that first semester. shit knocked me hard off my feet there and honestly, i'm not sure i've fully gotten up off the floor yet.

i hope i can recover soon though, i'm uh.. y'know, not too fond of feeling kinda shitty every day... just saayinn'...

something actually productive

i ended up finishing that animation (as was mentioned in previous blogpost) last sunday! i had a lot of fun working on it and i've been considering making similar things just for fun.

i've already talked about my weird unapplied knowledge of animation in the last blogpost but i still find it kinda fascinating. i don't think i've heard of someone having enough knowledge on something to where they'd be "okay" at it at the very minimum, but never actually doing anything with said knowledge.

i'm sure there's people out there that share the same experience with me but i guess i've just never seen anyone say that!

anywho, you can go check out the animation in the gallery! it's under the new videos section.