out past curfew : 10/26/2026

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now where on earth have i been? uhm... shrug.

i've got no excuse to pull out of my ass for this one! i've just been a bit lazy! a lot has happened since now and the last blogpost so gimme a moment to break shit down the best i can.

and please bear with me for a moment because my memory isn't the greatest so i'll probably not be able to cover everything.

i started at the new school and after going there for a little while now i can safely say that it isn't so bad. everything there is a lot more laidback which is exactly the kind of environment i like to work in.

don't get me wrong though, it's still school. and i don't like school. i'll never like school. i fucking hate school.

but...

it's not as bad as i thought it would've been.

i'd still much rather just... not attend school, but goddamnit the people who care about me have higher expectations for me than i'd like them to!

that was like- a partial joke by the way... it's not easy conveying partial-but-still-present sarcasm over text.

i've been spending a lot of time with my girlfriend(s) lately too. i just can't get over how lovely she is! if jade and/or veronica is reading this right now; hi!!! <3

after all the terrible shit that happened to me at the beginning of the year, i think i've finally reached a point where i'm genuinely just... okay. i don't think about what happened every single day. i don't feel terrible about myself and everything around me. i actually feel like doing the things i like! and i feel fucking amazing!

i knew it. i told myself things would turn out. i had my doubts a few times but... i made it. if you're also going through a tough time, keep fighting. things always get better.

all it takes is time.